angel above

you were in my dream last night

did you come to say hello? is this your way of showing you’re safe? you were full of radiance mom. you looked so happy.

i saw your beautiful, timeless smile again. i heard your tender laugh cackle my goofy personality. you stood beside me, and looked at me thoroughly. what were you thinking momma?

i felt all the love in your energy last night. i don’t recall hearing you talk last night too much, but i didn’t need you too. i could feel the missing pieces of you in my heart. that’s what i needed.

have you been watching me momma? over the last month, few weeks and last couple days? you know i’m lost, did you come to center me? please stay.

i can arguably say i miss you more every time i think of you, for i have been praying endlessly for a sign you’re still beside me.

i stare into your pictures and can’t help but try and feel your warmth beside me, yearning for your touch. i never noticed how much i resemble you, i see a lot of your beauty in me.

i woke up actually thinking you were here. a few moments later i joined the realm of reality. let’s just say i prefer sleeping anymore.

i never should have let you go

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just a girl who lives on sarcasm, compassion and emotions. trying to make my way into the life I've always dreamed of. Writing through travels in van life and travel nursing from coast to coast. Mental wellness advocator, creative writer, nomad and travel nurse here. :)

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