i know you’re ready to get on the road, but don’t fret. processes must take place, and for you, patience must be expressed. you can’t make people work faster or harder just because you want something, but remain adamant and positive. trust the process.
i actually can make huge changes relatively quickly, once i set my mind to something. what i forget to realize is the accomplishments and progress i’ve made in two weeks usually takes two months or longer for anyone else. managing and planning a move across the country is a huge step, and i can’t believe i figured it out so easily! look at you girl! you’re a star!! there’s so much shit! finding a sublease, selling and sorting my belongings, applying for a license in another state, background checks, new hire paperwork, contract papers, recruiters, new cargo van, furnishing and modeling a van into a living space, buying furniture and matching stuff, finding decor to match my style (finding my style to begin with), continue working full time, proceeding with everything you continue to manage like work and school…damn girl
you are so smart and i’m so proud of you.
i am proud of the self determination i hold and i’m additionally thankful for my perseverance. i knew i was always one to seek adventure, but i lost that version of me a while ago to reoccurring severe depression and anxiety. i always dreamed of this woman getting out and being adventurous, but was never imagining it truly as reality. i feel so much better now, in such a place of peace and positive energy. i know i can do this, i know i can do this well and i know i will love it so much.
i’m really going to learn how to trust myself, how to love myself and how to be my own person for myself. i yearn to find a soulmate who can be that for me someday, but i till then, i must learn to be my own. i’m starting to come too already, but i know exponential growth is at large.
i am already so fierce and powerful, i can do anything i set my mind too. i’m proud that this is what i’m choosing to do. i’m proud that i identified my needs, pursued my goals and made them my next reality!
i can’t wait to tell my kids someday how i suddenly up and changed my entire lifestyle. i’m really really excited about that.
my next goals include starting a vlog and book about the journey across the states. US: one bite at a time, or Bree in the breeze it could be called. A narrative perhaps, outside looking in, at my wonderful journey to come. additionally I am going to pay off my student loans, get a new remodeled converted van, and have a chunky savings account.
those are quite large, but i know i can do it.
the next week will really test my patience, kindness and sincerity to my dreams.
remain authentic, express needs and remember to speak and act intentionally
all for now mi amore